Nine.

Daripada merapu and meracau tak tentu pasal. Then.. Baik update pasal dia. Yesterday was a tough day. Seriously. Takdelah like finally kan cuma yang nie macam final yang memang final di mana meja bulat telah diadakan and perbincangan telah pun dibuat serta keputusan juga telah diperoleh. Aku kena and harus plus perlu and absolutely wajib letak tepi childish side of me yang nak ada perasaan 'wanting'. Kinda weird feeling. Serious. Never ada perasaan ni sampai after exam. The feeling of tak nak lepaskan someone macam mencengkam over and over and its killing me until I nearly kill him. Also. And also nearly ruined our relay. 
I'm always a spoiler.  No joke . He said - Macam mana nak keep kan this relay kalau asyik bergaduh. Memang logik. I mean salah aku sebab benda tu kecik macam kuman. Kecik daripada kuman kat tangan kau plus kecik daripada spirogira sp. (dah lupa eja dia . k bye) . But me melebih macam dia buat salah yang baru lepas bunuh orang . (urgh) Aku rasa lately macam aku selfish. Sangat. I should give him some rest. ( Some okay. Kira banyak. Not plenty xp. Lol kidding you hahaha).

• Sorry for my mistake yang mengongkong terlebih.
• Sorry sebab selfish. 

Hmm that selfish part tu. Aku sendiri tak tau side mana yang keluar dari kepala nie yang tiba-tiba nak jadi selfish. Maybe betul. Because my feelings towards him sangat mix. Tapi sekrang dah clear. And takde mix.

Serious.

Hmm nak bukak page baru lah. I mean new book. Yang macam mana kita dulu. Yang comel-comel. Pastu happy je macam x de masalah . And miss me yang professional (hahaha perasan ork?xppp)

Let's start our 2017 ( Hahaha padahal baru 29/12 . Awal sangat wish nie hahaha)

Okay again! 

Let's start our 2017. Buatlah apa yang you want to do. I will support you. I just actually don't know how to express my feelings towards you. I'm serious about supporting you. And I'm serious about waiting you. Also, I'm serious about want you to be mine.

Only if I can use some powerful magic or some spell or some posyen.. I will make the posyen to make sure that you will stay loyal to me and me too will stay loyal to you.

But I don't have that kind of power or magic or even posyen. Me is just me.

Orang yang awk kenal ni. Bukannya baik sangat. And you know that too. I'm not kind. I;m not that kind.

I will do my best to make you stay with me.

I will put away my bad side because me,myself doesn't know how to handle my bad side. 

I will do my best to make sure that this relay will stand strong even I need to wait until 7-8 years. 

I will wait for you.

Just jangan sampai sy jadi Andartu xppp 

Ceh hahaha. Bru semalam mention nak update benda yang baik. It just rasa macam nak post pasal ni. Just want you to know that... 1 4 3 2 4 + 7

Jangan tambah macam equation math okay. I know you understand this very well my busyukieee xpp Saranghae . Neomu neomu saranghae .

( Childish kan? Biarlahhh. Nak keep this side sebab

nampak macam comel xppp)

Can't sleep

Haih. Sekarang dah pukul 4:14. And seriously aku tak boleh tidur. Hmm. Maybe risau? Haihh serious risau tapi.. Chill and relax tu memang lah cuma...
Contoh kalau awak kat tempat saya then you will be the same. Mesti rasa risau juga. Mesti terfikir juga.
Hmm Hmm.
Haihhhhhh TAK BOLEH TIDUR... Mesti tidur esok tapi nak tidur. Hmm ke nak layan goblin. Hmm. malaihh.
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Maaf out of sudden jadi down syndrom sat.

KBYE!